Allen’s Pasta Blog

Sometimes the world just likes to jokes with us. We just can’t figure out what step should we take next. What to do don’t really determine the results. Oh well,I did do something really stupid the other day. I don’t know why I did so but the point is I had did it. Luckily,nothing serious happened after that. Just that I was deeply scolded by my parents. My mind was so whitened then and everything turned dark in just a few seconds time. I was alone there. Thank God I manage to get me out of there as I was really scare something bad to happen next~~ So,Praise The Lord!! Alleluia!!

Love is weird..it’s so complicated at times.. We love one another..tis is a good thing.. God loves us as he send his loving son to sacrifice for us.. there are lots of loves in this world.. Sometimes we r stuck in puppy love which can’t be explained.. We dunno what are we doing.. We love to do what we want.. Chew..who cares leh? Why do we need to think so much of this thing? Just dowhat we like won’t promise us anything.. Love can bring one to heaven for a few seconds but can also bring us to hell in just a few minutes time.. No time for us to take our time.. Lolz..i m speechless.. So lucky to be single now.. I love my life just as it’s now.. Haha..love and like is so different that we don’t realize about it.. Can this be explained? Dunno is the best answer.. So..people are so like this.. Nothing to say.. I can talk to talk but can’t do to do.. hehz,,i write so much so jia you ba.. i dun care,i just wanna be yours! La la la..^-^

I wish I can fly yet I realized that I actually can’t. I hope I can do this and that yet I found out that I was actually dreaming. I want to be like this and that yet my thought are always unthinkable. I pray for good yet I never got what I prayed for. I don’t mind you all saying this and that but please don’t overdo it. It hurts and I don’t appreciate it. I adore you not because you are beautiful but also because of your inner self. You are good to me and so, I can never think of anything bad about you. Don’t ask me to think of something impossible as the story will never end. Respect others to gain respect. Thanks for reading this.

2 days of exams is over le… So,that leave me with 5 more days to go… 5 more papers… STPM just like this de la… We study for 2 years just to sit for these 8 papers… 4 subjects..seems little nia but when u come to study it… It’s so so much ei~~~No kidding de…. So,i must really jia you le~~^-^

U don’t know,do you? U never know,right? Or u just act like you don’t know? Don’t u dare come in front of me and show me that innocent face of yours. If I had the ability,I would have slap you without a doubt. U have been cheating my feelings towards you all these while. What the? How can this be happening to me? I tried to think so positively over the night but then I told myself,I really can’t do so. I cannot betray my own feelings. I am not someone easily fooled. U may think that I am a very crazy type and not the quiet type. But honestly,I don’t really have much friends who can share with me and talk non-stop before form 6. I don’t like to talk. I am not that crazy if you really like this term. Are you sure of what you are telling me? One more time,can you repeat what you said? Oh well,are you out of your mind to be telling me all of these? Argh…you claim that you don’t feel that there’s a real connection between us… Do you realize how much I was hurt after you spit those words from your beloved mouth of yours? I can’t do anything then as I was speechless there. Clueless,can’t think of anything. I only wanna shut down my com and get out of here once and for all. Why am I still here talking to with you? The thing is that I really actually pour out my feelings for you and I never regret doing so. I just hope that you can stay happy when I am not around. Please don’t forget what we have shared all these while. I don’t want any reply just hope that you will let me continue to care for you. Stay happy cause I will certainly be back after our big “war” is over!^-^

为什么

最近老是想起她

对她真的只是朋友吗

对她真的没感觉吗

尝试去忘记

尝试不再去想

可我却做不到

为什么

想起你却会哭

想去你却会笑

我对你到底是什么感觉

是朋友吗

是恋人吗

为什么…………………………..

Sometimes i just just so happy yet sometimes i just feel so unhappy la.. I can’t control my feelings everytime.. Everytime i see her,my heart start to beat faster and faster.. While I never admit it,i know how it feels like la.. I can’t cheat myself for so long. I know it coz it’s the truth.

La la
la…10 days of holidays(starting today)…. So,is it really enough for
me to do a lot of things? Haiz…can I really make use of this time to
revise my book? I really dunno the answer to that question la. I wanna
do it but sometimes there is just no heart for me to do so. I am there
but my soul is not there for me to finish my job. This is really not
good. I dun like it but then what can I do? I am the one who will sit
for the exam during year-end. No one can help me. Or shall I say that I
can depend on God’s guidance for me.. Can He really help me?
Ah…really really really hard la………… STPM is really sot
de………….No time to study during last minute. This is 100%
correct. What to do if I can’t study well and hard enough? I fail my
exam once again. I just can’t help it. My results are super ugly. I dun
the face to face it. So ugly. No one likes
it.Holiday,holiday,holiday……..so long yet so short. Nothing to do
if I dun study. Or do u want me to watch Olympics? OMG….sometimes
watching tv also very tiring la. Dun like to sit in front of tv so
often la. Later become potato couch qu… Not nice… Haiya,tis not
nice, tat not nice!!! Then,wat is nice? No comment is usually the
answer I will received from my friends. Miserable life,not
good,aloha!!!! Anyway,Happy Holiday to everyone!!!!!!!!!
Gambateh……………….:D

A day of
happiness with the toppings of tears. While we can always keep things
to ourself, it is hard to lie to others. Different perspective via
people with different mindset. Positive is not necessary good. Negative
is not totally bad. Wrong feeling on something or someone will occur
normally. No one can stop it. You are doing so without noticing it. You
can do nothing to compensate. Chances are not given. Work need to be
done. Talk is easy. Hard is never something to say. To do it the right
way is complicated. What you see may not be what you see. Don’t feel
strange. This is the truth. Uncovering the truth is not your business.
Not your problem. People’s heart is brighten by who. No one knows the
truth. It is brittle. Break easily. Happy ending. Goodbye my love.

Yeah…I am
very happy and high now… Haha,why leh? Because I just accomplish my
first mission as a 团长 for my Legion Of Mary. I have just finish
organizing the debate competition for the whole Legion Of Mary in our
church. Wow,we certainly have come a long way in doing so. So many
time,money,works put in making this competition a success. We must
really praise God for what He has done for all us. Praise the Lord!! I
never enjoy my time in the Legion of Mary as much as this time. This is
the best experience I have gain. I love all my members. All of you have
done your best for this competition. No matter what happens,I will
always keep this memory save and sound in my heart. Anyway,we are all
the best!! Hahahahahahahaha….so happy ah…